i am putting together a series of interviews for myself/publication; just to have, just to ask questions, just out of curiosity. i know you would be doing me a favor in answering these but i am sure you are interested in saying some things about your creative self in creative ways. i have written many questions but answer as many as you’d like and if you go onto a tangent feel free not to digress. after that, i will reply with more questions hopefully getting you to scratch the itch in the first batch of questions. ( just to have a better dialogue). hopefully i become better as an interviewer.
When was the first time you received praise for your work – what was the praise and from whom? For example, a crayon drawing you did when you were 5 and was put on the fridge by your parents.
Have you received a moment of transcendence or when was the last time you did? a moment when you had a thought beyond the parameters in which you originally saw the word….a eureka moment/not quite of body (i don’t believe in that, you may) but out of mind….something else?
motivation is hard to come by for some, what would your advice be for those that have talent but lack commitment? do you think of yourself as motivated? (so say that advice to yourself)
when/where do you work?
do you exercise/is physicality important for you work?
what does work mean to you. there are actors who research roles, miners who dig dirt, receptionist answer calls, doctors see patients/perform surgery, what is work to you?
do you have a routine? what is it?
do you get headaches if you don’t drink coffee? i know its some sort of withdrawal but man that sucks…
what does culture mean to you, and why is it important? in america, i get the feeling our culture is bankrupt, maybe its different in different regions but not a lot of people read, not a lot of people share pastimes (except sports, t.v.) yes. we have the wire and Seinfeld but the majority of the public do not absorb culture ( i, think.)
when are you afraid, what troubles you, do you get embarrassed? are you afraid to fail? socially? with your work?
thanks, take your time, dont, do it, please!
chris!
My response to his questions
Chris,
I think that the first time I received praise for any sort of creative work was as a child, I will obviously put an asterisk by that because the growth of a child is more important than giving a real critique to a child’s expressionist drawing…the notion of “my child could do that!!!” comes to mind in which I say fuck off to people but that’s completely something else. I think realistically when I started making art more seriously a la high school, well I received praise from teachers but the work was naive and cliche but I think I also limited myself, i wanted to make conceptual work as a teenager but took up too many activities…sports, girlfriends, idiocy instead of being obsessed with art like I am now.
I don’t think transcendence happens…or I haven’t come across it…you can’t transcend history.
haha, motivation is difficult sometimes, I’d say I’m pretty nihilistic so everyday is kind of a challenge to want to live, despite this I’m pretty vain and arrogant so I think I should be written into the annals of history. Nevertheless, motivation isn’t something forced…somedays I need to just lay around bask in my depression, play some video games or watch a film. I read a lot and look and deliberate on the world and all of its objects which furthers my curiosity resulting in motivation to make something interesting. Furthermore having talent but no commitment is a waste and you’re an asshole, people hope for talent…hope to be like Mike but it’ll never happen, I mean there is no unique experience of the world but nevertheless you shouldn’t attempt to be mimetic,employ any goddamn tactic you can!!! I think if anything look at Joseph Beuys..that guy was insane but his art practice was amazing.
Uhhh well I work at school a lot…if you’re talking about a wage I work in Bensenville drawing floor plans.\
Life is physical, we haven’t reached Digital Totality yet so yeah my work is physical, I think Jackson Pollack made great work because it was performance painting and and he just showed the product of this performance…when they tried to film it, it was a disaster and killed him. I make photograms and performance and video, I try to assess the world through the lense of philosophy, but as a condition of our growth as humanity we are trapped in the hyperreal…which I guess is assessed by Jean Baudrillard and many other post-structralists. I exercise via bicycling, walking and playing soccer.. but I haven’t had the time lately.
Work is everything and nothing, making art is work but I have fun doing it, I also work with my cousin rehabbing spaces which is work but I enjoy the primitive aspects of it. The negation of thought can be interesting some times and good for humans.
I try not to have a routine, just ebb and flow.. I don’t keep a date book or anything or make lists..its terrifying to plan my life concretely.
Eh, I get headaches from dehydration and stress and lack of sleep which I am feeling right now…3 hrs sucks. I’ll be passed out by 8 pm.
Culture is everywhere and I think by declaring American culture as bankrupt is kind of missing the point. We exist today in a world of empty signifiers which act as a vessel to place virtual meaning into, that is to say, meaning that has no origin or no indexicality; so I don’t think there is any sort of measure for culture…We live in a time of hyper-capitalism and objects are reproduced and perpetuated in similar forms. The Wire, Seinfeld, so on and so on are great examples of show but while aesthetically they do not measure up compared to say Jersey Shore or the Real Housewives, the simple fact that they were created means they were perceived as having some sort of cultural relevance no matter how obscene. Another thing to consider as just recently at the University of Chicago there was a symposium framing the Jersey Shore to post-structuralist philosophy i.e Foucault, Deleuze and so on. How those things are relevant to each other does not make sense to me but nevertheless they came together. Hopefully that is a decent account of the question.
I’m always troubled, depressed, angry which is a form of depression… and so on.. I have emotions that I can always control but I am not afraid of failure… John Cage or maybe it was Sol Lewitt said that in art their is never failure…there is never F in art only fART. But yes, I am afraid I will never be propelled to the heights of say…Andy Warhol… but was he not one of the great perpetuators of mass production and consumerism…so yeah..a death to culture and meaning.
Always love friend,
ART